Here is a deviation from my typical kid activity post.
One evening a couple of weeks ago I was talking to a friend about a tragedy that stemmed from financial difficulties. My friend commented, “How sad that he felt he had no hope. We have hope because we know Jesus… I think Obama is so popular because he offers people hope.”
A couple of days later,
I went to church with my friend Janet. She goes to
Hope Community Church. The church’s website is get hope dot net. I love it!
I found that I also “got hope” from that church.
The pastor did an introduction to the Book of Acts which was very timely for me since I am currently reading through Acts.
At the end of his sermon he said there are three stages of Christianity.
1. Saved and happy. If you tell these people you have a problem in your life, they say, “What is wrong with you? You have a sin problem.” They think everything is easy.
2. You realize it is hard to be a Christian and you start praying
3. You realize living a Christian life is impossible and you fall on your face before God.
Not that I would ever say I am advanced in my Christian faith, but I am at stage three in his analogy. I have really been struggling with the sin in my life and wondering why it is so hard for me.
Why is it so hard for me to love like God describes in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7?
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Why is it so hard to put others before myself?
Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Philipians 2:3
Why is it so hard for me to not react in anger when dealing with people I love?
My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. James 1:19 and 20
Why is so hard to show my husband unconditional respect?
However, each one of you also must love his wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband. Ephesians 5:33
It seems like you don’t hear a lot about how hard it is to live like Christ. Sometimes it seems like all I usually hear and read is that if you are a believer, you are filled with the Spirit and therefore able to live as God wants. If that is all there is to it then what is wrong with me? Why isn’t it happening that way for me?
So to hear a pastor say that it is hard, even impossible, to live the Christian life just made me feel so much better! So much better that I cried for awhile over it.
These issues do drive me to knees to call out to God for help and to ask for His forgiveness and to ask for forgiveness from my loved ones.
Our Adult Bible Fellowship Class is reading through
Sacred Marriage by Gary Thomas. In chapter 6, he says,
“What marriage has done for me is hold up a mirror to my sin. It forces me to face myself honestly and consider my character flaws, selfishness, and anti-Christian attitudes, encouraging me to be sanctified and cleansed and to grow in godliness.”